I find depression a hard thing to actually get out of my mind. The reason for that is because I do not know who is going to listen. What I mean is simple. If you understand someone´s life like you understand a good book, the will be in the category of that personś life. Me, I really do not have too many emotions to really, carry out and say. I will put it like this. Me, I have a habit of shocking people and dealing with a lot of strange things that even I, from time to time, wonder about. You wonder, why? Well if anyone has ever, get the time to understand me, just know I have a dark sense of humor. I will be honest, it does go a bit far, but the message is pretty clear. I find life an interesting thing. However, I do think of humanity and salvation in the aspect of destruction to promise, to extinction, and rebirth. I think of these thoughts a lot in my mind, to a point where I want to figure out my thought process and the way it comes into my mind, and how it comes out. It can come out a number of ways. Me, I rather just watch and be introduced politely. After a good conversation with some substance or some idea of where the conversation is going, then the flood gates begin.