I can say, that life itself is interesting in it´s itself. I find that in problems, the only thing I can do is try to manage and stay in somewhat of a calm state of mind. Panicking does not help the scars go, it only makes them deeper to a point where you wonder¨ how do I find a way out?¨. You go back to what you know, what made you, you. Life is not something simple or something that can be remedied with a hot cup of water, tea, coffee, or whatever it is. In short, that is what depression is and that is all it is. It is a constant struggle not to tip over and when you tip, you need to find a way to get back into a stance. And what I mean, you need to stand up to it and flow with it, until you can beat some part of it. The more you let your gut or instincts help you, even if you are wrong in some sense, you are in another sense right. You just have to look at it like that. For me, it was when I was depressed and deciding or thinking about quitting, and what I mean was when I was in a situation that made me shift. Medication, hurtful or direct thoughts of ending yourself does not help. You will never get out the nightmare, but you can have fun in the game if you choose to. Then again, to my thought to you,¨ What was your game about?¨.