I find life interesting in the sense that you are not always looking for a way out of pain. When you look at pain, it is when you become more adapted to try again and again to correct what can correct. If you have no control over it, why bother with it in that sense? Sorry if I say, ¨sense¨, a lot. I have been dealing with what was a war to me involving some really deep and depressing things that no one who suit for. If you ever read something like this, you probably wonder what it would be about...

For me, it is more paranormal and also combined with reality, and the spirituality of ideas and practices, while still trying to exist in both worlds. Sometimes you feel like the work will never end and you will always be suck. You feel like an idiot even if you are one, you still are someone will to do what is needed even if it is hard for you to do what you need to do.

For me, dealing with the paranormal is like dealing with a nightmare, combined with a graveyard. It is one of those feelings or prime thoughts in your mind that makes you question who you are in term You feel like you are one, the one thinking of negative thoughts and ideas that become a lie to cover the blood and pain. It is something you try to run from until you are conditioned.